|Happy and hamming it up|
The superstructure that runs the show by day is thinking about making breakfast and designing roof trusses, about men and women at the square dance last night. The matrix continues to bubble up, "my darling, adorable and precious, what a miracle". The superstructure decides it's morning and heads for the showers. This is like having two (wonderful) kinds of life in a single vehicle. You don't have to make sense of love. Enjoy it and blink past the rest ---the unreasonably pleased, driven and giddy interludes and the jealous and possessive moments incompatible with being a modern..
From "Through The Looking Glass":
Alice laughed: "There's no use trying," she said; "one can't believe impossible things."
"I daresay you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was younger, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast."
THE OLD, OLD STORY:
The Colonel: "Yes, He was Senior Wrangler of his Year, and She took a Mathematical Scholarship at Girton; and now they're Engaged!"
Mrs. Jones: "Dear me, how interesting! And oh, how different their Conversation must be from the insipid twaddle of Ordinary Lovers!"
He: "And what would Dovey do if Lovey were to die?"
She: "Oh, Dovey would die too!"